Okay honestly I love my family and friends I have here and all but I really cannot wait to go to college!!! Who knows maybe when I get there I won't want to be there and I will wish I was back here but I highly extremely doubt that! I have spent my whole entire life surrounded by pretty much the exact same people! and I am officially tired of it! I want new people and a new experience! I want to live somewhere it does not take me an hour to reach my friends and actually have fun. I don't want to have to ride the bus for three hours a day with lets see 50 people I don't like and maybe 3 I do! Maybe I just need to learn to be more friendly or be more blind to all the immature acts. Maybe I should become immature and I could enjoy my last year at high school. It would make the bus ride more fun that's for sure. I just can't stand the immature things they say and that they do....really what is so funny about throwing erasers out the bus window at someone walking by?? What is so funny about bugging and tormenting a person that doesn't have that many friends?? Does it make you feel better about your pathetic life??  I know college is not going to be magically all mature people but I know there should be more mature people there since they actually have to pay a lot of money to be there! But I better go... ttyl

ASHLEY