Decisions :/

    Today I decided that I need to start taking more pictures. Try different angles, different times, different lights, try to think of unique poses and ideas. Or at least start doing something creative. Tonight and tomorrow and Friday I am planning to work on some pictures for my locker. I finally got them picked out a few days ago and I have gotten three done and another one started. I actually quite enjoy the one I have just started! It is a picture of my brother and I when we were younger. We are just sitting on the couch. I think it is adorable!!! I doubt my brother will like it being up in my locker but who cares what he thinks haha I enjoy scrap booking when I am in the mood :) Otherwise it just sucks. Just like baking! My dad likes to make me make him cookies. Pretty much every week cause he eats them really really REALLY fast!! And if I just randomly feel like making cookies then it is all good but if he tells me I just don`t want to do it and I don`t find it fun at all or relaxing. I am starting to not really enjoy baking all that much cause it takes all this time and it always disappears really fast in my house so it just seems kind of pointless to me. Actually, oddly enough I feel kind of like baking right now...Hmmmm maybe I should cause my dad will want some cookies soon and I bet I won`t feel like making them for him. I think I will make some tomorrow. :) He will be happy about that :)

    My second semester of my LAST year of high school starts on Tuesday! Yikes!! I feel like time has just zoomed by me. I can not believe that I am graduating high school in June! I feel to young to be already there. Yet at the same time college cannot come fast enough! It`s kind of weird. I want to stay in high school for longer but yet I also really want to go try out college. I want a new experience. I want the whole college experience!!! :) My one friend starts college next week! I am so excited for her! :) She is extremely pumped! :) I will miss her at school though :( And another one of my friends is also done this semester!! :( Everyone is leaving me! I could have been done if I had really wanted to but I have nothing to do for the next few months so I figured school would be better than nothing. I really don`t mind school all that much I just am having a little bit of an issue trying to find some friends that are during my lunch hour. And if I do find friends they usually have other friends that I don`t know or ones that I don`t really want to hang out with. I am going to try to find some new friends this semester! I think one of my friends has one lunch the same as me but I am not 100% positive. I plan to use the weight room to my advantage this coming semester. I have used it a few times already this year but I want to get into a habit of going everyday! I really want a bikini body for the house boat this year! :) I have been doing boot camp and using the weight room some but that is not really all that much. I need to really watch what I eat but I seem to be having some huge issues with that!!!! I don`t really know why either! I guess it is cause I really like food haha and I really like unhealthy food apparently haha

TTYL

ASHLEY