Life Is Short!!! :(

        Today was not a very good day at all. At the beginning of the day I had a brother that wasn't actually my brother just a friend that I have grown up with and now I don't. He got into a crash this morning and later passed away. I already miss him dearly!!!! I wish I could go back in time and change it! He was such an amazing young man! I can't believe I wasted all that time! He was so young!!! Only 17....supposed to graduate this year! He will be missed strongly and by many!!! Bad things happen to amazing people! :( There are so many things I wish I could change...I wish I hung out with him more...I wish I had taken the time to talk to him...I wish I hadn't been so rude to him at times...I wish...But wishing won't bring him back it will only make me unhappy....He wouldn't want us to be unhappy he would want us to party hard and enjoy life! He always had a joke or some funny comment to say :) This incident reminds me of the people I have lost in my life....I miss you Grandma, I miss you Auntie, I miss you Kyle, I miss you Mrs.G, I miss you Doris, I miss you Nana, I miss you Papa, too many people for having only been around for 17 years! I think that people should stop dieing around me!!!! R.I.P <3 I will never forget any of you for as long as I live!!!! You all made a difference in my life and will be forever missed!!!!! :( <3 <3 I still feel like today is a nightmare and I am going to wake up and you are going to be alive and everything will be okay...but I know it won't! Life isn't that nice...it has its downs and they suck but we have to keep looking forward....we have to stay strong! As much as it hurts we have to move on....