Hey Out There To Any One Who Actually Reads Theses Things,
      Today is not a good day for me.... I don't know why but right at this moment I am not happy at all....kay I know why but I am choosing not to say it where everyone and anyone can read it! I like some things private, weird I know coming from someone that blogs about their life and opinions. Whatever, I am an odd girl! :) I like to think that my friends enjoy that about me. That I keep them on their toes and entertained at least a little bit. I do have my super weird moments when even I feel sorry for the people around me. I like to think that I am mature with a few immature moments instead of the other way around. When people guess my age they say usually 18 or 19 which makes me really happy because I like to be thought of as older. Most of the time I doubt it is because of just my looks. They may help in making me look older at times but I think most of the time it is the way I act and not the way I look. I will admit to my fair share immature moments but I am trying to limit that number as much as I can! People that are always immature really make me mad. That's all I am going to say about that.

Anywho, on to a new topic! Religion. Touchy subject for a lot of people I know, but I think it is a good thing to bring up. I am neither a Christian or a Atheist. I used to be a Christian and I was raised to be a Christian but I have chosen my own path and will stay on it. I have friends that are Christian and I have friends that are Atheist. I don't pick my friends based on what they know or believe. That is not an important thing to me, at least not right now it isn't. The only thing that really bugs me about Christianity is that there are people out there that are preaching at and telling other people that they will go to hell if they don't believe. That is wrong and rude and to my eyes not very Christian like. Jesus ate with the sinners. It is not the saved that need help, it is the sinners that do. Yes, it is good to surround yourself with people that believe the same as you but if you only have people that believe the same as you around you, then you aren't challenging yourself or helping anyone really. What if you could help someone but you don't ever get a chance to try because they aren't Christian?? You would waste a great opportunity and a thing that would be very "Christian". People should be able to believe what they want without getting teased, treated rudely or even ignored in some cases. Everyone thinks differently and that is a good thing, so why are so many people trying to get everyone else to think like them?? To believe in what they do?? To believe how they do?? Everyone is different!!! I cannot stress this enough! I may be young and I haven't seen that much of the world, although I would love to, but it's really not that hard to see how people act. We are all so selfish! So, I need to correct myself, most people are so selfish! Me included! I think about myself first, then others! This is a habit that I want to change! We would all be better off if we thought of others first! Now don't get me wrong, I know there are people out there doing that right now, but we need more to make a bigger difference! I want to say Thank- You to everyone out there trying to make a difference! You rock!!! :) I wish I could be like you! :) well not quite like you but you know what I mean lol :)

I really enjoy writing this blog. It helps me to De-stress and I don't know get my feelings out haha :) But class is coming to an end again..... :)

PS: I learned that to get into some Colleges for the course I want to I have to get at least a C in Math Principals 12 :( So lame!!!! :(

ASHLEY