Say yes.. . . . .. . . . ..

         Well I have made the decision to.... say yes more often... sounds weird I know but I have found that when someone offers something fun or interesting to do I quickly say no. I do not know why I do this, as it causes extreme boredom and lonely-ness. So, from this moment on I am vowing to say yes to such offers more often, not all the time because I have to be realistic. I have a lot of friends that if they found this information out they would ask me stupid and unthinkable stuff. That I shall say no to, but anything else within reason I am hoping to say yes to. 

        Who gets to decide what true beauty is?? Is it the models, the actors, the magazine editors, the photographers, the makeup artists, the average person maybe God (if you believe in that)?? Who?? I have heard beauty is in the eye of the beholder but then what does the average person consider beauty? Is it people that are super skinny, people that are not skinny nor are they bigger boned, or people that have a some actual mass to them? To me, I enjoy looking at boys who are fit and toned but I am not neither fit or toned so who am I to judge? I consider myself bigger than average but in no way fat, although I do have some fat to me. No, I am not completely happy with the way I am but no, I am not going to just sulk in the corner and not enjoy my life because I am not super model skinny. Yes, I have acne and yes I wear glasses and yes my hair isn't always perfect but that is who I am. I actually like my glasses and my hair is unique :) I do not care for my acne but if someone is going to judge me because I have acne, which I might remind you I did not choose to have it, they are not worth my time. It is not my looks that I want people to enjoy and remember about me. I want them, at my funeral to speak of my personality! I hope so far I have made an impact on at least one person's life other than my family of course. To me, true beauty lies within :)

         Well, I hope everyone has an amazing Easter! :) I sure have enjoyed mine although I have had to work...But it was outside work and it was good exercise :) I have not received any chocolate yet :( and doubt that I will be getting any tomorrow haha Oh well, I don't need it. 

          You know one thing that has crossed my mind a lot this weekend for some odd reason is how I will be as a wife and mother. I can only hope that I will be at least half the mother that my mom is :) <3 I have decided that I am going to adopt a kid or two or three when I get older. Why should I put more kids into this world when there are so many that don't have a loving family? 

  The only picture that was not found on Google is the one with my mom and I and we are making hearts with our hands :)

Well, it's been a while since I have updated this thing! haha I have been kept busy lately!!!! I have even not had the chance to hang out with some friends! :( Although I have had enough time with some others haha it is funny how that works....So as I already mentioned I have been super busy lately doing stuff haha Homework, movie watching, chatting, painting, cleaning, school, busing, traveling, planning, and hoping :) In the midst of all this I have thought a lot about the future. I have my plan set and I am just starting to make it happen :) My plan is to work for the summer, go to college, come back and work, go on this amazing 6 month experience called Katimavik, come back and work then off into the real world I go haha I enjoy my plan and I think if I enjoy the Katimavik experience goes good I will want to travel some more :) which makes me really happy cause I want to travel :) I took my first trip by myself this spring break and I really enjoyed it! It was a little lonely at times but I really liked the experience! :) it was neat! I took some pictures today which is something I have not done in a long time!!! I wish I could get back into it but I just am not as creative as before... :( it saddens me!!! but oh well that is life! Maybe when I travel I will get inspired again :) lol :D I want to put my photo's in books and magazines :) :) I already have two published but in unknown stupid books haha So that does not really count at all :( oh well though haha But I need some sleep so talk to you later

ASHLEY

HONESTLY

Honestly:
1. I think people should be utterly honest 100% of the time! None of this beating around the bush crap! If we were all honest to each other our lives would be completely and utterly different! Personally, I don't like to beat around the bush. It does not get you the answers you want! It just makes things complicated, in my eyes that is.

2. I believe that everyone should have an open mind. A Closed mind get you nowhere.

3. I choose to believe that people that get cold hands have warm caring hearts because their hearts are so warm that the air around them is almost always cold. :|)

4. Tangled is one of the cutest movies ever made!!! It is in my top ten movies of all time! :|)

5. Why do people think that by calling some one else fat that makes them any skinnier or better or a greater person. What it makes them is judge mental ass holes!

6. People that make scary movies should be put in mental facilities....No one that messed up should  be let loose haha